Today is Friday and it will be exactly 2 weeks since the break. How am I feeling? I’m feeling rather lonely. I wonder if it would make a difference had I tried to convince her to stay with me. I did not try to convince her because I felt it was unfair to make her wait any longer. She said she felt lonely in trying to do things on her own. I’m not doing enough for her and, furthermore, religion does not symbolise anything to her.

She tried to suck it up and tried to take in all the problems. This just made her feel lonely. Anyway, her mindset changed after she enrolled in a self discovery course. I guess she went for the course to find out more about herself. She said she wanted to improve our relationship through the course. Long story short, she found what she wanted and I’m glad for her. It wasn’t easy for her and I’m truly glad she can act towards her goals. 

I felt lonely too ever since you started your new job and it had gotten worse when you enrolled on the course. I felt neglected but it was for the better of you. Why would I make up a fuss when you are trying to mould yourself into a better person for your ownself right? You kept bringing up “You deserve more than a good morning message.” Just because I said that doesn’t mean I just expects that. One can do more than that and I will be more than grateful to you.

I think that’s enough for today.

Happy 2 weeks lol

Today is Friday and it will be exactly 2 weeks since the break. How am I feeling? I’m feeling rather lonely. I wonder if it would make a difference had I tried to convince her to stay with me. I did not try to convince her because I felt it was unfair to make her wait any longer. She said she felt lonely in trying to do things on her own. I’m not doing enough for her and, furthermore, religion does not symbolise anything to her.

She tried to suck it up and tried to take in all the problems. This just made her feel lonely. Anyway, her mindset changed after she enrolled in a self discovery course. I guess she went for the course to find out more about herself. She said she wanted to improve our relationship through the course. Long story short, she found what she wanted and I’m glad for her. It wasn’t easy for her and I’m truly glad she can act towards her goals. 

I felt lonely too ever since you started your new job and it had gotten worse when you enrolled on the course. I felt neglected but it was for the better of you. Why would I make up a fuss when you are trying to mould yourself into a better person for your ownself right? You kept bringing up “You deserve more than a good morning message.” Just because I said that doesn’t mean I just expects that. One can do more than that and I will be more than grateful to you.

I think that’s enough for today.

Happy 2 weeks lol