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Elias sometimes known as yayas... Dont ask me why.. Haha... A kind soul..
A Serangoonist stuck in an ugly-looking school! fat_moo(at)hotmail(dot)com

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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

XD posted at 11:59 PM

Laying on the track underneath the twilight stars sure brings back much memories.
Divine, it was.



Nazia is uncontrollable when she's high.
People are trying to alight from the bus and she suddenly shouted 'Eh wait! I saw it!'. She fell butt first when she was about to squat down.
I felt so paiseh and shook my head.
What the hell was she thinking man....


And i love frisbee!

Oh ya, you all should have seen Reza struggling like one dog while i was doing him sidewalk slam.
He struggled struggled struggled and put the word cool to shame.
He's shamed himself.
He eventually broke free of the hold by grabbing on a pillar and struggled aggresively.
*Shake Heads*

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

XD posted at 11:59 AM

Tuesday, 29th April 2008



Before anything come into light, I would like to discredit Habis for taking such bad photos.
Anyway, what are we doing at some ulu back alley eating instant noodles!?










Should i?






Monday, 28th April 2008

Monday is as per usual.
We get driven to the corners of our limit that it propel us to the brink of insanity.
Haha.. Actually, we just did stupid things.
Reza pangseh-ed me big time man~
I was like waiting for him and, then, Bala told me he went home already.
Dejected, i was!
Haha!







Screaming in agony
Cries fill the air
Eyes once full of hope
Shedding tears of despair
All that they've ever known is dead

Fire reigns from above
Iron birds of dread
All that they ever loved is dead
All that they ever dreamt is dead

Yet there's a glint of hope
If the chosen can survive
In secret the ten thousand hide
East in the mountains
The chosen bide their time
The Clouding, our strike on mankind

Temples are burning
Streets soaked with blood
Heed the prophecy
Destiny is done
All that they ever loved is dead
All that they ever dreamt is dead

Yet there's a glint of hope
If the chosen can survive
In secret the ten thousand hide
East in the mountains
The chosen bide their time
The Clouding, our strike on mankind

Sunday, April 27, 2008

XD posted at 11:21 AM

Transform!

Oh my god!

I found this video in my folders.

How did i ever forget about this.

Such simple mindless acts are one of the main sources of fun back in those days. (Haha! I did so many stupid things with my friends back then which are FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN! Too bad most of them are lost in time)

I feel so silly right now. (Yeah right, Elias)

Ahhh.. The fun times we had in Tampines Library in preparation for Sec 4's Prelim Examinations. No wonder i scored 26~ for L1r5 for my prelims. (It was supposedly to be 30+, but somehow it was reduced to 26)

High i fly

I touch the sky

Far above the frozen minds

You can't kill my dreams

You can't kill my spiritI

was born to be free


I walk to my own song

Every day the power grows stronger in me

I walk to my own song

Head up proud

I'm the master of my own destiny

Saturday, April 26, 2008

XD posted at 9:59 PM

heearghghhhh!!

This is killing me!

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bjdofihbviuhbvfhbvifjuhvuihv
wujfhvgiu[hbvgrejgbvhfijuhvgrfgb
hrwnjpteyjknmytboajbvjia

Ooohhh....
Perhaps living a life without knowledge of the future would prove worthwhile for the one who knows everything...
Let fate dictate the rest...



The nightmare is far from over
When will i be able to hear the Angel's song again?



In the birth cry of the cosmos
The twin eyes awake
Above us they shine
The world made for our sake


(\,,,/)
(o.O)
(")_(")
The bunny is back! 'Nuff said!

We are who we pretend to be, so we must be careful who we pretend to be

Everyone falls in love, for searching a reliable thing.... But a reliable love exists in ourselves.

The best thing in life is being free of obligation...otherwise you lose your ability to gamble.

Even if the whole world is against me, i will have the will to live as long as there's a single person who believes in me.


ARGHHH!!!


XD posted at 5:13 PM

GRrrrrRRrrrrRrrrrrr~~~~
I lost my mojo man.
Yes, again.
Haha... No not that mojo!
But this mojo!
Yup, this mojo!
Wheeee~~~~~
Wah~
*ponder ponder ponder*
Wah! This sucks lah.....
Im B-O-R-E-D to the core.
Peace to the middle east...
Damn it!
I think i shall practise how to pronounce the letter R correctly now.

"RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR"
Damn it!
Not working~ It's seriously not helping!
Maybe i shall do it with some variation of tones
"RRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrRR
RRRRrrRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrRRRRRRRRrrRRRRRRrrrR"

DAMN IT!
Still bored!
I give up!
I'm going to sit one corner and listen to sentimental songs.





Waiting for a little sign
Seems like to no avail
Strolling down the pavement aimlessly
Waiting for someone
To snatch her bag of memories
How come you call it destiny
When the cross you bear is your only company?

Never seen you, I don't even know your name
but still I believe

That you are gonna save me
somehow I got a notion
Just a little affection on this cold and windy road
Save me from a state of unemotion
Just a little affection on this windy road..

Why is it all so confusing?
Why does growing up hurt so bad?
We seek and we get lost
we get found and go again
and I don't know what's gonna be...
I won't make any promise I believe

Never seen you, I don't even know your name
but still I believe

That you are gonna save me
somehow I got a notion
Just a little affection on this cold and windy road
Save me from a state of unemotion
Just a little affection on this windy road..

I don't know if I can
I don't know if I should
I don't know what is right and what's to come if you would
Here I stand in the rain
Here I stand in the cold
I'm reluctant to get another shot in my soul... no
I'm afraid of that hole...

Never seen you, I don't even know your name
but still I believe

That you are gonna save me
somehow I got a notion
Just a little affection on this cold and windy road
Save me from a state of unemotion
Just a little affection on this windy road..

Save me, save me...
Lonesome road...


XD posted at 2:22 AM

It's 2.22 A.M!

*Blink! Blink!*

Thursday, April 24, 2008

XD posted at 10:13 PM

i love the way how the principal hype up the ambience to lighten up each and everyone's spirit.

Monday, April 21, 2008

XD posted at 11:41 PM

Matthew!
Early in the morning I met Matthew!
Actually i was rushing to the bus when suddenly one familiar voice calls out my name.
"Eh Elias!"
The moment i hear that voice i recognize who it was almost immediately. Only one voice was that horrendous (other than Budiman's voice of course).
MATTHEW~ It's MATTHEW!
The same old matthew with bad fashion sense! Trust me, he has the worse fashion sense ever!
Forever ever and ever ever forever never.
His hair! It's bad today!
Matthew hair suggest that he just fell into a longkang.
A dirty longkang to be precise.
I suggest another haircut my dear bastard friend?
And when are you going to invite me to your new house!?
I've been waiting for months already!
I want to see Mr Lim and Mdm Wong~
Teehee~~
Wahahaha~~
Too bad we could not talk longer cause the bastard 72 bus chose to come earlier today.
Bloody bus! Inconsistent timing!
GRRrrrRRrrrRRRRrr ( YOU DONT LAUGH! Yes you! Im talking about you. You know who you are!)



And Happy Birthday 18th Shrtl!
Dont mumble when you converse with anyone okay?

Saturday, April 19, 2008

XD posted at 11:55 PM

Outing with 'LoserLoves' today was fun!
For your information, Sharatul calls the gang LoserLoves and she was the "Boss" of the day.
Though today outing was incomplete, as the bloody indian and fatty couldn't make it due to their respective reasons, it was still lively!
First, Sharatul cheated my feelings by making me wait for her for 40 minutes. After which, she wanted me to find her in Mrt. I almost gave in to find her.
The journey strived on by heading towards Bugis Street in search for Admiral Chiak's new bag.
Soon, Sharatul found herself busy searching for a green shirt. She kept asking Me and Bala for advise but ended not buying it. Later, somehow, she bought a green shirt cause it was her favourite colour.
Break was taken at KFC.
Somehow, Me, Thina and Chiak end up at Funan IT Mall.
We went to every single shop in search for a Ipod Nano 2nd Generation but to no avail. Actually, we found one shop selling it but the shopkeeper displayed bad attitude and, at the same time, it was much much much more expensive than the 3rd generation version of Ipod Nano. What a spoof, yes it is.
Soon, we headed home and Sharatul just had to make us come out of the Mrt and wait for another one.

As greedy as a Bala

It's finger lickin' good.

I wonder what are they looking at? Sharatul with a moustache
TwistShratul just had to spoil the picture with her hands.Let the picture do the talking. Caught you red-handed!

The day would be incomplete without the conventional hand twist.

I like Sharatul's hairdo today cause reminds me of the nicest hairdo i've ever saw last year.

Nice nice~

Friday, April 18, 2008

XD posted at 5:14 PM

Wednesday, 16th April 2008

SR Olympics!
I came late and missed the opening.
I spent whole day watching people play and run.
Here's the list of what i did for the day:
-Played Monopoly with Shah
-Taitee with Shah again
-Watched people playign soccer
-Watched the badminton boys. Fuyoooo~ The champion was marvelous. Absolutely marvelous at badminton
-Walked around with Varun. [He lost 5kg~ due to some illness!]
-Participate in Tug-O-war and lost at semi-final. Bad tactic guys and the fengshui on that side was bad.
-Watched people run
- Chilled with the people after that

I think i did that much for the day.

Actually, there's more but my retarded brain just refuse to let more information flows out.
Stingy brain!




Thurday, 17th April 2008

Something BIG happened during PE today! When i say big, it's really ginormous [fusion of the words gigantic and enormous. Get it?]!
I think i have a foul mouth or 'Mulut Masin' as something bad happened immediately after i uttered these few words.
"When he starts to play no one else gets the chance to play."
Then,
BAM!

Xuanrong banged face first on the wall.
The collision was perfectly inelastic man. What does that mean? He didn't rebounded after the collision which meant he sustained lots of damage.
Eek!
His tooth chip off!
Gory~~~~~
Bloody gory, yet there was no trace of blood.
Somehow, i picked up the chip of his teeth on the floor and passed it to him persuading him that he has chances of fixing it back.
*blah*
*blah*
*blah*
*blah*
*blah*
Xuanrong came back to school with a heartache instead of a toothache cause' fixing his tooth cost him a fortune!
>
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>>>
>>>>
>>>>> The day slowly went passed.
>>>>
>>>
>>
>
Poof!
I ended up at City Hall MRT Station at 9pm!
What was i thinking going there to meet up with Amos and Hizam?
Lepak for a while and rushed back home cause' there's school the following day~


Friday, 18th April 2008
Today is the first ever GP consultation i ever had!
Woohoo~ Kudos Elias!
I think it's also the first ever time that i learnt something for GP for this year!
Woohoo~ Way to go Elias! Make us Proud again!
And why am i labeled jiwang and emogay?
Why?
I don't understand....
Have anyone ever saw me emo-ing at one corner and slitting my wrist every fortnight just to gain selfless pleasure?
Have i ever had mood swings with me totally oblivious about it?
Have i?
Have i?
Have i?
Why!?
I want to know why...
Walk away if you want to
it's ok, if you need to
you can run, but you can never hide
From the shadow that's creeping up beside you
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time to think about it
Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it
Take a look around and see what you can find
Like the fire that's burning up inside me,
There's a magic running through your soul
But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

There's a magic running through your soul
but you, you can't have it all
(Whatever you do)
I'll be two steps behind you
(Wherever you go)
and I'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time
To turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Two steps behind yeah,
baby two steps behind ohh,
sugar two steps behind

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

XD posted at 10:39 PM

Today is Tuesday and we'll know what happens on every Tuesdays, no?

No idea want i'm talking about?
Here's a hint: 7.30am --> 8.30pm
Yup, you got it!
13 hours of school today!
It's like counting 1, 2, 3, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13~
13 consecutive numbers! That's uber long! [Computer gaming language being exercise here]
Let us reminisce our primary school days when school doesn't have any proper impact on each individual's character. When i say proper, it means that school is completely useless and it's utter rubbish.
Primary school years.
Ahhh~ The pure innocence that is imbued within every child before all the corruptions hi-jack our minds. Those were the days when school was all fun and laughter.......
Oh wait, why am i side-tracking?
If i could recall properly, we spent 5 hours studying. That was life!
But........... Too bad we could no enjoy it fully due to the lack of maturity. We lack the critical thinking back then.
Naive, we are.
Secondary school education --> 8 hours max!
How i miss the good ol' secondary school days....
[reminiscence]
>
>>
>>>
>>>>
>>>
>>
>
[reminiscence complete]

Why the big change??
Bah.... I don't wish to continue any longer.
You got my point and that's good enough.







I close my eyes so I don't have to see
I shut my heart and tell my mind to run and flee

Once I was flying high
I touched the sky

As Long As I Fall
I don't hit the ground
As Long As I Fall
I'm safe and sound
As long as I fly
I sure cannot die
I don't need to hear the call
As Long As I Fall

Would I have time to change reality
I would become the man
The man I could never be

Oh my God please tell me
How to break free
Once I was flying high
I touched the sky

As Long As I Fall
I don't hit the ground
As Long As I Fall
I'm safe and sound
As long as I fly
I sure cannot die
I don't need to hear the call
As Long As I Fall

As Long As I Fall
I got no reason to care
As Long As I Fall
I got no problem to bear
I don't need to bother what I did or did not
I would cry out in pain, but:

As Long As I Fall
I don't hit the ground
As Long As I Fall
I'm safe and sound
I don't need to face
No blame or disgrace
No reason to change at all
As Long As I Fall
I don't hit the ground
As Long As I Fall
I'm safe and sound
As long as I fly
I sure cannot die
I don't need to hear the call
As Long As I Fall

Saturday, April 12, 2008

XD posted at 11:16 PM

I think i shall start to narrate stories again in this this blog rather than blogging experiences that makes perfect sense.
Elias and 'making sense' just doesn't make sense.
Just like Peter Piper who picked a peck of pickled pepper. Why the hell did Peter Piper tried pick that peck of pickled pepper?
See the similarities?


By the way, it's been a good one year since i conned someone with my stories.
Good times baby.
Good times.


Life = Unfair
If you think life is fair then you're a fag.
You're in denial simply because you can't handle the stress of life and hope that your optimism will do you good.
Well i say, you might be suffering from some kind of mental psychosis.
You need a professional psychologist to help you.
Can't find one?
Call 1800-im-gayandfag. It will do you good.
Disclaimer: This does not apply to people who are filthy rich. Why is that so? Cause' money is the key solution to most problems. It makes the world go round. Round and round and round till you're either dead or out of cash.



I feel so insecure right now.
HAHA!





I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me


XD posted at 9:23 PM

Friday, 11th April 2008

07'1s05 unite once again to collect our PW results.
How i miss the 07'1s05 class atmosphere.
The ambience is spectacular. Enjoyable right till the last moment.
I enjoy every single moment with them.

PW results had devastative damage over many students.
I attained a desirable result.



Saturday, 12th April 2008

I thought i was the worst person that anyone could ever meet up with.
But hell i was driven out of my title and in came the oh-so-never-punctual Shrtl.
Photography outing was productive and insightful indeed. I learnt lots of camera jargons and whatnots. Henceforth, i'm not a bloody slacker in photography society. [I don't see the logic and connections between the last two lines]

After that, i totally lost my mojo man.
LOST IT!
Maybe I was just lethargic, that's all. [Elias is depress]
The Lively and Confident Elias (as stated from Elias' PW OP comments) ,instantly, morphed into a bloody anti-social bastard.
Sharatul even pointed out the word 'Pakistan' and i didn't even react to it. [She was really asking for it but she caught me at the wrong time :( ]
On second thoughts, i was jaded in my own world throughout the whole afternoon.
Socialising was a heresy.
Furthermore, I didn't have the mood to tease people...
I have no idea why!
WHY!?


Highlight of the day:

One gay fag bapok shopping at Topman Bugis.
He wore a bra.
Cracked me hard even when im in my depression state.









If my soul could revive
From my carnal remains
What does it matter to me
If it all fades to black
If I'm born once again
Then no one really is free
How could I be condemned
For the things that I've done
If my intentions were good
I guess I'll never know
Some things under the sun
Can never be understood

How can we believe in heaven
Human reason counters all
Ideas of a soul society
My life is just a fragment
Of the universe and all
There must be more than I can see

In the dark we're the same
In the concept of time
We're like a grain of sand
And we strive for the flame
As if death was our aim
Cause we cannot understand

How I wish there was heaven
All for one and one for all
A flawless soul society
Our lives are just a fragment
Of the universe and all
There may be more than we can see


Thursday, April 10, 2008

XD posted at 11:21 PM

20 rounds of running baby!
It feels like im amongst the clouds now~

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

XD posted at 10:13 PM

What should i do?
I declare turbulence again!






Why don't you cry, cry a little over me?
Why don't you lie?
Can't you tell me that I am hard to deny?
Can't you see what I am going through?
Cry just a little for me, oh, girl, a little for me

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

XD posted at 11:54 PM

I was kicked out from Chemistry Tutorial today!
KIck ASS~
Actually, half the class was kicked out for not doing the tutorial...

FUYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~





Now I know that the end comes
You knew since the beginning
Didn't want to believe it's true
You are alone again
My soul will be with you

Why's the clock even running
If my world isn't turning?
Hear your voice in the doorway wind
You are alone again
I'm only waiting

You tear into pieces my heart
before you leave with no repentance
I cried to you, my tears turn into blood
I'm ready to surrender
You say that I take it too hard
And all I ask is comprehension
Bring back to you
A piece of my broken heart
I'm ready to surrender

I remember the moments
Life was short for the romance
Like a rose it will fade away
I'm leaving everything

No regrets, war is over
The return of a soldier
Put my hands on my bleeding heart
I'm leaving all behind
No longer waiting

I've waited for so long!

Sunday, April 06, 2008

XD posted at 11:54 PM

i've forgotten to eat...
And i thought it was impossible for that to happen...

Friday, April 04, 2008

XD posted at 11:59 PM

Thursday, 3rd April 2008

Rain Rain Rain!
Wet Wet Wet!
Waffles Waffles Waffles!
And this is not interesting at all.


I love assembly talks now especially the presentations by the China dudes and Mr. K.
Why?
Cause' the sky is so high and blue.




Friday, 4th April 2008

Once upon a time, there was three boys. Their names were Elias, Hizam and Amos. On one fine day, they had nothing better to do and decided to play soccer. Upon reaching the court, they started playing soccer. They played and was getting bored of it. So, Hizam came up with a brilliant idea. Hit the cones! That was what we were about to do. The rule is simple: Kick the ball and hit a cone from a distant and loser treats winner bubble tea and McChicken. Hizam won but Elias and Amos lost. Elias and Amos were sad. They tried their best and put their fullest effort. Elias treated Amos and Hizam bubbles teas. Amos treated Hizam McChicken burger. Hizam was happy. They sat down at MacDonald's and reminisce their past on how stupid they were back in their secondary school days. They laughed loudly. So loud that it could wake up a fast sleep baby. They eat and talk till it was late at night. Then, they went home happily ever after.

How? Good or not? Good enough to be a Primary School's Composition?

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

XD posted at 11:59 PM

Let's talk about school today, okay?
IT'S DREADFUL!
Okay I'm done talking about school life.




Today's an unlucky day.
2nd April 2008 = Bad Day.
It's been 5 months since i last played street soccer and guess what happened?

KicK --> Tackle --> Shoot --> Dribble --> Tackle --> PYAAAAK!

My SRJC pants tore at the mid-section!
From one end to the other. Just like a grin from ear to ear.
The hole was GINORMOUS!
If it was a black hole, it would be able to suck every single living organism in this universe!
Even i can put my whole head in it and there's ample of space to put another head in.
No, it was not embarrassing but rather hilarious.
Even i could not handle it myself.
Funny right?
You all should have seen it.
SERIOUS!
DAMN FUNNY!
At that very moment, a massive hole lies open and every single effort to close it back was futile.
I was panicking on how to go home with a super duper big hole on my pants.

Redundant thoughts struck my mind soon after.
How am i going to get home?
What if i pretended the hole was not there and be slumber about it while boarding a bus?
What have i done wrong to deserve this bloody retribution?
Did i do something bad to Amos?
Wah lucky no girl around or else damn paiseh sia.
SHIT! This is SHIT!


Thank God, Amos had an extra pants around.
I wore it and continued to play but, this time, going the extra mile to be cautious of my next step.
I dont want to be some idiot walking around in public areas with a tear on his pants.
That would be extreme humiliation.
I dont think i did something bad to that major extent to be punished that way.
Right?
Right?
Right?

I shall consider whether i should upload the pictures of the super massive hole-y pants.



I drank peach milk shake tea followed by h20 energy drink followed by barley followed by a cup of coke and finally 3 cups of plain water within 2 hours. [That's 3 followed by] {Nice!}
That's wicked man~



Something sad happened to my friend too.
But, i shall not elaborate anythign about it.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

XD posted at 10:17 PM

Munch Munch Munch!!!~
Chew Chew chew!!!~
Swallow Swallow Swallow!!!~




Lethargic - adj lack of energy or interest; sleepiness
That sums up everything for the day~



Study + Homeworks + Lectures + Tutorials + Idiotic-people = School Life
Now i totally understand how the Jews (in the concentration camps) feel during the Holocaust.
It sucks lollipop.....





Two facts for the day:

1) Yuen hates KFC and she still never failed to disgust me.
2) Sharatul can make decisions without thinking. (How the hell is that possible?) And she blamed me for distracting her.